I fell off the nicotine wagon

Well guys sorry I haven't blogged in a while but it was because of my father's passing however I am here blogging today to let you all know that I did fall off the nicotine wagon after 60 days of abstinence. I'm kinda embarrassed about it but all I can do is keep trying. I really felt it today when I was in the garage trying to start the leaf blower and after about 20 pulls, I got really winded to the point that I had to sit down for about 20 minutes. I guess the 89 degree heat didn't help but the point is I was tired and being 50 years old doesn't help either...LOL I'll keep fighting this dammed addiction. It really does suck. I hate it.